I.Me.We

Too much of emotions bubbling inside. Don't know whom to acknowledge and whom to neglect. All are epicenter-ed to only entity and that is us. All I can think about is "the us". Patience patience and patience is all "we" need but day and night these thoughts don't seem to leave. I am hanging between these thorny ropes piercing through my mind, hurting me and making me cry. The silence is what is killing me. The lack of answers seem suicidal. Whom should I seek them from ? Who will help us find my way ? Frustration keep piling up and solutions seem clouded. I wonder is it me or its the thoughts. Though we are one, yet so different. I get surprised as to how I can separate myself from my thoughts and at other times, stay glued to them. We co-exist and uni-exist. Might seem weird but it does. And that's where the dissapointments, the blues, the tears and the screams come from. Can do with it, nor without. Its like two legs on different lands. I just wanna cut the crap and be with you. I want it to make it "us".. But when ? how long ? Why this wait ? Please don test my patience. I wish I could cry it out loud but the cry from inside.. so mute yet so loud is tearing my soul. I don't want it to happen. I don't know where is it heading. I am lost. Lost in the valleys on unanswered questions. Valley of laundering hopes. Yet you say , "Baby don't loose hope" .. this silver lining I have to cling.. The only way out of this ditch. Cling with me hard my dear .. its our only savior.. we have to save "us".. we have to be there.. we have to on-board.. we have to afloat.. "we" have to.. Please dont keep me waiting.. I don't want to get lost in the ticks of motion.. Please understand.. Please act.. now or it seems never.. Please Please.. Help "us" .. Save "us".. Let our souls be ONE.. Today and always...